Hello wonderful people. I have a new blog. I shall live there 'til eternity. =)

 

http://candycoatedcrib.livejournal.com 

Whoopeedoo.

After so many centuries, I'm posting on this pink page again.

This season hasn't really been that uhm, *merry*. Well, for me and a lot of other people out there, Christmas this season was, err, a bit sad. First off, I got used to seeing thousands of candy-colored-lightbulbs at every house we pass by, and all those other Christmassy decors around the metro. Well, this year, the ornaments are pretty much reduced... too bad.

I never felt Christmas coming though, because college has given me an effing big bag of stress before the break time. We were given a thesis project to be accomplished and defended in a 10-day-frame, portfolios and projects everywhere, the never-ending reflection papers. I repeat, paperS... and of course, the effing head-aching final exams.

Well, at least all the work's over now.

We went to my tita's house last night for the annual family "reunion", we had dinner, then walked to the village chapel for the mass at 10 pm. During the mass, I had this weird giddy feeling in me.. I felt like it was some ordinary mass on an ordinary (but freezing) day, but something wanted to make me believe otherwise. IT'S CHRISTMAS??

Yeah duh, it just passed you by. Pfft. Time's moving real fast.

Anyhow, HAPPY FAERIE CHRISTMAS, everyone! =)

AIDA Show Pictures - November 17, 2005
Thank you for the pics, Ate Teena!


Aida and Mereb (me and Dae)
"You don't know me.."


"They won't hear a word of a doubt or see signs of weakness.."


Aida and Company
"But if I can rekindle my ancestors' dreams, it's enough."


Radames and Aida (Jio and me)
"Unintended emotional crimes.."


Radames and Aida
"The Nubian King -- captured"


Aida and Radames
"I will think or dream of you, and fail to understand how a perfect love can be confounded out of hand.."


Radames and Aida
"I wish I never learned what it is to be in love and have that love returned.."


"...in which we're given paradise, but only for a day."


Radames, Amneris, Aida (Jio, AJ, me)
"Why do I want him still, why when there's nothing there.."


Aida, Amneris, Pharoah, Radames (me, AJ, Brendon, Jio)
"The criminals will be burried beneath the sands of Egypt, in one tomb... together."


Aida and Radames -- hmm, I don't remember a scene like this written in the script. Harrhar. =p
"We'd leave the world's misfortunes far behind us, and I will put my faith and trust in you..."


Curtain Call


Company Call


Me and Mace =)

Thanks to the cast of Aida. I love you all. I'll miss you. Great job, CUE!
Thanks to all who watched, especially Hogi, Tricia, Teena, Eina, Tom, Kacy, Kevin, and Jay-Ar. =)
Thanks for the beautiful flowers, Rob. And the necklace. And stuffed rabbit. And everything else.
Thanks to Ate Teena and Bocx, for the gorgeous pictures. And for letting me steal them.
Thanks to my barkada, The Usual People, (esp Trixie, Martha, and Fong) for all the support, time, and company. I love you.
Yay, thanks all! =) HUG!

Aww.. Meet Kimmy.
She's Inna's wonderful doggie and my friend. Yay.
I miss Kimmy.

I shall soon post pics and narrate my barkada's fun Pangasinan adventure =)

Anyhoo, classes resume tomorrow. I'm dead meat...cramming all my work today--the whole day.
I never felt the "benefits" of the sembreak. Boohoo.

Aww, we ran our Aida show last Saturday at LSGH's St. Joseph's Theater.

*I shall add more pics soon =)

 

 Elaborate Lives - Aida and Radames (Me and Jio)

 

Strongest Suit (Reprise) - Amneris and Aida (AJ and I)

Dance of the Robe

 

I wish things would go back to how they used to. I wish I never knew-- and you just don't know how it changed eveything. Argh, I'm beginning to despise the pedestal we're standing on right now. The pedestal which no one sees---which I can't see.

I'm sorry I cannot read you. I find you too abstruse.

I'm so tired of guessing, so tired of deducing, so tired of everything.
I'm so tired of having to see you everyday. I'm so tired of being so distant. I'm so tired of giving the cold shoulder.
I'm so tired of acting so indifferent, of making you feel awkward and all.
I guess I will never run out of reasons---of which you will never understand.

You will never understand.

^{Sooo sooo tired of all we're going through, I don't want to live like that.}

Sigh. But I shall endure.

And in the wee hours of the morning, I gaup at my computer writing this, wanting to be nonchalant and pathetically wasted from life's hassles and troubles. And in the profundity of my subconsciousness, I long to dwindle in an endless space of nothingness, forget everything that bothers me and just hold a clean slate.

I need a break.

When I saw you today, I wanted to wave right at your face, smile and tell you about everything that happened to me at school earlier. I wanted to act like I've gathered a bundle of sun rays and held them in my hand, just so I could be brighter than the light--at least to your eyes. I wanted to snuggle up to you, to grab comfort and to know that you're there. I wanted to stare blankly at you, to see my reflection in your eyes again, and just to freeze right then and there 'til forever dissolves in the abyss.
To see my reflection in your eyes, frozen.
I wanted to see right through you, so I'd be able to clear up those misapprehensions about you that have clung up in the depth of my mind. I wanted to tell you how much your presence changes everything, how much your aura fires up the atmosphere, how much God's goodness radiantly manifests through your talents and everything else that you are.

All of this came rushing through me when I saw you today. I'd love to believe that you're that miracle I've long been waiting for, but paranoia had embraced and wraped up my soul, and I have decided that I shall not want to further be attached to you, knowing that when we're an inch near inseparability, it's already time to let go.
Time is ticking and everything's ending soon.
You'll be an enchanting memory though.

It's over, it never began... and yet, you will NEVER know of this.

I love my barkada.
We've been through ALOT, and it is indeed amazing that after all these years, we're still stuck together..



Martha picked me up at my rehearsals and she drove to Misato Metrowalk where Trixie's debut's held. Hahaha, we surprisingly had a big barkada reunion, happiness! Everyone came and that just completed my day. I super missed being with ALL of them. For the longest time, we were complete again. We had a blast at Misato, cam-whoring to death. Aww, I just love the thought that we actually were complete.

Anyhoo, we headed to JJ's wonderful house after the party (too bad Edward, Dae and Myka had to heave). Bonding galore! We talked til the wee hours of the morning and I broke my record---we went home at 4:30 am! Woohoo. We were supposed to wait for the sun to appear but uh, I dunno. Everyone was sleepy already and Jio's having his DLSU-CET at 6:30 am, plus Fong's doing a mall show for Star in a Million at some SM mall. Tough luck there, they're all drunk. Hahaha.

Aww I can't wait for our sembreak-out-of-town escapades! =)

Beautiful CAKE! (Fong and I)

One of the boys? Hahaha (Afsheen, Me, Dae, Miro, Jio, Pash, Edward)

Aww, timeless friendship (Me, Martha, Trixie)

Martha, Me, Myka

Martha and I

The FIRST "randomly picked" speaker.


Sige, kain lang =p

Aww group hug!

Hahaha the pose comes along with the "theme".

Nightshots

At JJ's house

Thanks for the pics, Bocx and Janina's IR port =)